"Sinking"

Here I am, sinking to the bottom of the ocean, feeling nothing but water filling my lungs as I slowly breathe a little trying to swim up to the shore, the more I panic the more I start to drown when my arms are feeling weak and finally give up hope when I was very close to the shore and I keep asking myself why I have to die this way then I realize that I can no longer swim because of how deep I am when feeling pain in my lungs as it begs for air and I look down and see a dark opening to the abyss while I slowly start to lose my vision. 

Everything starts to turn fuzzy and then I finally give up and gasp as the water clogs up my lungs and as soon as everything turned dark I knew right at that second I was a goner and a soul no longer stepping foot on the earth.

I had the ability to see what everyone I knew and what they were doing right at that moment of my slow and painful death and I could see everyone of them smiling while they are having their day together while i'm sinking to the dark abyss feeling colder then I ever imagined.

When I closed my eyes, I saw the blinding bright light and heard a voice tell me "welcome home", that's when i realized.......

I'm dead, gone and into the abyss