AUTOBIOGRAPHY

Part 1: 2009



In the middle of 2009 my sister jaidyn Miller and I lived in Arkansas with my step dad's parents, I went to school there at north wood middle school and made a lot of friends, when the school year ended on june 3, 2009 my mom decided to let my sister and I move back to Denver CO to live with my aunt and the summer was great, no distractions and no worries just fun and excitement  I saw my dad Michael miller because he had to pick my sister and I up every evening when he got off of work.

Then of course the summer vacation came to an end and the school year began at Lake middle school, then everything the excitement  the happiness, the great feelings, and everything just vanished because the beginning of the year was alright nothing that great but in the middle to the end of the year everything started getting dark for me because a lot of people were calling me names like cricked eye, ugly, a fag and making fun of my right eye the one i'm blind in.....even just the way I looked in my school picture for the yearbook and attendance picture......I was super devastated and embarrassed because of how everybody laughed of how I looked in the picture then when the school year almost just about the end of the school year I went totally insane, I kept saying I can see things and hear voices in my head and had suicidal attempts, but it was everybody in the school that was driving me insane because of how dark the year was throughout, the names, the comments, the looks, the anger, the depression, and even the .......... suicidal mind.

Lake was a horrible school for me, i gave it a lot of chances to make it better but it just kept getting worse and depressing, I used to be happy at any other school except Lake middle school.

This school is the main reason why I couldn't cope with the city because that year I knew that something was going to go terribly wrong and I didn't want it to get to me but that wall totally just collapsed and all the hatred got through, started to tear apart every single feeling I had about life.

I was happy when the school year ended.